Swim Suit WHAT?

Swim suit season already. Wasn't it just swim suit season and I was safe because I was preggers and it didn't matter if my body didn't look up to par. Well, I suppose I have to don a bathing suit again this year since I do live by the beach and my kids see it on a daily basis and have already begun to ask to go. So with that said I was brave and thought I'd just order one over the internet and save myself the bathing suit trying on in store. This way if it doesn't fit I just have to send it back and try again. So what I went for was this super cute little stripped bikini, yes I said bikini and I've had four kids, from Victoria's Secret. I was in there with the bestie last month to buy some super cute 5 for $25 undies and got a Secret Rewards card. Now normally I just trash that stuff since it never does me any good to keep them. Anyway around April 1st I got an email reminding me to check my Secret Rewards card balance (yes I'm that cool that I get emails from VS). To my amazement my rewards card had $50 on it. WHOO HOO! My hubby was all happy thinking I was gonna use it to buy some sweet bedroom stuff for him. HA try again I ordered some shoes and then this cute little bikini. Lets hope it's not that little once it gets here. So here you go the bikini I ordered on another body that makes the bikini look way better than it will on my white pasty skin. Even the spray on tan wont make my body this hot.